read this, my H.

Dear Hunny..

I'm sorry if I always bother you with those calls, messages, my terrible 'Jengkellin' voice, and many others. I'm sorry if I always be a spoiled girl. I'm sorry..

But, do you know? I have tried to understand you. Understand that you're busy now. You're welcoming those tests; SIMAK UI, UAN, UAS, and SNMPTN. You want to be serious to face them. And you want me to not to send you messages for seven days before SIMAK. and guess what happen?

The provider was error! I had sent him messages but none of them come up in his cellphone. And so does he. I think it was like a sign from Allah, that, yea, you have to be serious and i'm not allowed to keep in touch with you as often as usual.

but I..

I can't stand that I really really miss you.. I really miss your voice, I really miss your smile, I really miss your face. Meeting you is very difficult now.. You're too busy to catch.

finally, I realized that what you do now, is really for the future. Yours, mine, and ours. I have to admit that.

Yea, I have to be patient. Because I love you. I swear.


XOXO,


hunny

asik dapet award!

hey hey folks. barusan abis buka blog nya clarce. eh gue dapet award! asik asiiiiik hehe ini diaaa:

here are the rules:

1. Put the logo on your blog or post.
2. Nominate at least 10 blogs which you think are FABULOUS.
3. Be sure to link to your nominees within your post.
4. Let them know that they have received this award by commenting on their blog.
5. Share the love and link to this post and to the person from whom you received your award.

I give the awards to:

happy
abee
papin
adi
jojo
wida
hadza
ayas

trus gatau lagi hehehe terserah aja deh yaaa :D

ein hundert.

001. Real name ? Dita Nadya Ardiyani
002. Like it ? Well.. I must admit it. Ha.
003. Nickname(s)? Dita, Ditong, Tongky, Bunda, Bundoo, Hunny, Neng, Teteh, Mbak, etc.
004. Status ? Taken! :D
005. Zodiac sign ? Libra. A scale.
006. Male or female ? Female.
007. Elementary ? SDN Cipinang Melayu 03 PG.
008. Middle School ? SMPN 109 Jakarta, SMPN 1 Balikpapan, and then back to SMPN 109. sigh -,-
009. High School ? SMAN 81 Jakarta
010. Hair color ? Black and a bit brownie. Hm.
011. Long or short ? I think it isn't long enough..
012. Eye color ? Blaaack
013. Weight ? oh well nooooo it's around 55 -,-
014. Height ? 158 cm, maybe?
015. Righty or lefty ? Righty
016. Loud or Quiet ? Both of them, depends on the mood.
017. Sweats or Jeans ? Jeans
018. Phone or Camera ? Phone
019. Health freak ? Nein
020. Piercings ? Nein
021. Do you have a crush on someone ? Not just a crush. but my future.. hihi
022. Eat or Drink ? Both la
023. Purse or Backpack ? Backpack!
024. Tattoos ? Nein
025. Do You Like Yourself ? I'll try..
026. Current worry ? Him. I wonder if he has graduated and our chance to meet is sooo small T.T

THIS OR THAT:
027. Orange or Apple Juice ? Orange! awww pulpy! :D
028. Night or Day ? Night
029. Sun or Moon ? Moon
030. TV or Internet ? Internet
031. PlayStation or XBox? PS
032. Kiss or Hug ? Hug, a really tight hug.
033. Iguana or Turtle ? Bah.
034. Spider or Bee ? Bee
035. Fall or Spring ? Spring
036. Limewire or iTunes ? I don't have both -,-
037. Soccer or Baseball ? Soccer

FIRSTS:
038. First surgery ? My giant finger when I was 3. aaaah
039. First piercing ? Ears
040. First best friend ? Daru. Is it still?
041. First Sport ? I can't remember
042. First award ? my drawing extracurricular when I was in kindergarten hha
043. First crush ? Kidy, hahaha stupid laaaaa
044. First pet ? Cat!
045. First big vacation ? Bali
046. First big birthday ? When I was 8.

CURRENTLY:
047. Eating ? Nein
048. Drinking ? Nein
049. I'm about to ? Study -,-
050. Listening to ? Nein
051. Singing ? Ryhthm of The Falling Rain
052. Typing ? This post laa
053. Waiting for ? My cellphone to vibrate

YOUR FUTURE:
054. Want kids ? Sure!
055. When ? I wish at about 5 or 6 years later
056. Want to get married? Yeaaaaaaaaa
057. When ? My target is 22
058. Where Do You Want To Live ? Somewhere nice and comfortable
059. Careers in mind ? Architect and a great housewife hihihi
060. What Did You Want To Be When You Were Little ? Hairstylist -,-
061. Mellow Future Or Wild? Wonderful one
062. Something You Would Never Try ? Touch cockroach yay T_T

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
063. Lips or eyes ? Eyes
064. Shorter or taller? Taller
065. Romantic or spontaneous ? Spontaneously romantic
066. Nice stomach or nice arms ? Arms
067. Sensitive or loud? Loud
068. Hook-up or relationship ? Relationship
069. Trouble maker or hesitant ? Neither.
070. Hugging or Kissing ? Hugging tiiiiight
071. Tan Skinned or Light ? Like him la hehe
072. Dark or Light Hair ? Dark
073. Muscular or Normal ? Muscular but not too much

HAVE YOU EVER:
074. Lost glasses/contacts ? yeah
075. Ran away from home ? I had ever thinked about it but I didn't do it
076. Held a gun/knife for self defense ? Nein. I just kept it in my bag.
077. Killed somebody ? Neiiiiiiiin! ou my -,-
078. Broken someone's heart ? Maybe yaa
079. Been arrested ? Nein
080. Cried when someone died ? Nein
081. Kissed A Stranger ? Nein
082. Climbed Up A Tree ? Nein
083. Liked A Friend As More Than A Friend ? Hmm?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
084. Yourself ? Not really
085. Miracles ? Yes
086. Love at first sight ? Nein
087. Heaven ? Yes
088. Santa Claus ? Nein
089. Kiss on the first date ? Nein

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
090. Is there one person you want to be with right now ? Yeaaaaa
091. Do You Like Someone ? yeah. unlimited :))
092. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life ? Not really
093. Do you believe in God ? 100%

LASTS
094. Recieved/Sent Text Message ? Huniiiii hhe
095. Received Call ? Huni. last night
096. Call Made ? Huniiii
097. Comment On MySpace ? I don't have myspace
098. Missed Call ? unknown
099. Person You Hung out With ? Mom and Dad
100. Post as 100 truths and tag : everyone who wants to :D

hey baby, I made this for ya.

well,welcome to my life.

"to be hurt,
to feel lost,
to be left out in the dark,
to be kicked,
when you're down,
to be like you've been pushed around,
to be on the edge of breaking down,
and no one understands you,
no you don't know what it's like,
what it's like..
welcome to my life!"

well,the reffrain of "welcome to my life" above really fits me. a lot.

maybe you'll think that i'm a pessimistic person. but, you know, the old scar will never go,it lives right along our life.

yeah,that scar,is the cause of all damage in my life.

blame her!

ternyata kangen band masih mendingan

back! kangen ya sama gue? hehe :D

ehm. mau nanya nih. ada yang suka kangen band gaaaaaa? ayo ngacung! haha

jarang lah yaaaa, secara kangen band itu kan alay maksimal hahaha

tapi ternyata, ada yang lebih ALAY!

gue nemu dari thread di kaskus. pertama liat.. sumpah kocak bangeeeeeeeeeeet! gue langsung ngasitau temen2 gue dan ngasih linknya. dan komentar mereka: hampir pingsan dan pengen gebuk monitor saking parahnya.

penasaran? mau liat?

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